Thursday, December 9, 2010, 12:39 AM
hey blogger. im back. ermm im fucking confuse right now. i literally cry for you whenever you ignored me, talk to other people you know. i cant tell you anymore how much i care you. but still you act like theres nothing between us. cmon girl. i just want to spend time, despite your family or friends issue. whenever get to meet, i feel so happy you knw.
im back to this old fucking dusty blog because i dont trust anybody right now. seriously. kawan makan kawan, brother pown sameh. hey i had enuff of this shit. i regretted helping him to be with you, end up im the one who became the bad one. cmon girl, read this and understand. dont toy around people's heart like what somebody close to you did to me. that person pushed me awaay and regretted it. i think.
i know you wont care about me cause you got other guuys, 'abg angkat'. just remember, im the one who were there for you. up and lows baby. please. dun forget our loving month of december is too much for me throw away like garbage. i dont want to make the same old mistake with you. please convince me that we are right for each other. i rather leave my brothers than losing you. im sorry to say this brothers, i dont think nobody will read this, but seriously. im too fucking emotional right now. i love her to the max, god knows why.
now you didnt even reply me, leave me vulnerable inside. cmon, is this how you treat your loves one,ur ex ? i dont think so ehy? hehs
anyway, hairi, wal, nad, lalat, faz, atchumi, yusri, nash, najib, myra, sya, nicah, alai, firdaus, kak la, abg adi, iyqa, nurul and black. thanx for the surprise birhtday party. im really happy to find family like all of you. im fucking crying while typing now you know. there is no way i can repay backk all of your effort. happiness is making me gay inside man. and YOU, im really sorry we cant talk, but i dun want to disturb somebody who is trying to be close to you. you do know who my dear.
thanx again for everybody who came today. 8 december 2010, is one of the happiest and saddest of my life. love you all
and wal, i think you deserve your paragragh here. ermm yeaa, good luck my brother, best friend, old friend, big boss. i really do love you, i literally pray for you to not to go inside, but you know the stupid law doesnt allow that. so yeaah. good luck shawal. hehs. love yaa.
and girl, i love you the most.